Saturday, January 28, 2006
Dance Dance
She says she's no good with words but I'm worse
Barely stuttered out
"A joke of a romantic" or stuck to my tongue
Weighed down with words too over-dramatic
Tonight it's "it can't get much worse"
Vs. "no one should ever feel like.."
I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
We will own your thoughts
We'll own the song stuck in your head
We'll leave you kicking and screaming
So you can thank us in the end
Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
(I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me)
You always fold just before you're found out
Drink up its last call
Last resort
But only the first mistake and I...
I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress, love
Dance, Dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, Dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me
Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
Dance, Dance
posted at 10:43 AM
Friday, January 27, 2006
Celebration @ AFS
There was a change-in-command celebration at the mess after the ceremony. It was quite fun actually. We really did enjoy ourselves. Nice crispy chicken wing, mouth watering satay and yummy sushi and more! We had free flow of beer! They invited nice gers to serve the beers and sexy tequila gers ! The tequila gers even performed sexy dances and went around the crowd dancing. Haha. Rather happening i guess. The best part was i won an ang bao lucky draw! keke. Well its only $8 tho. Some guy won $88, so lucky, but he 'rang the bell' and treat the house to more beers! Wonderful guy(trying to escape forfeit only, haha) Anyways, they were kind enuff to let us off for the night and gave us a day off today! Extra long weekend ! woohoo!
posted at 1:59 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
It was that fateful night, while i jus finish my gym session. Saw my friends playing basketball, so i went to play have some fun, shooting and doing layups at my own pace. My fren tried to defend clash into me and tripped me. Thats it, there goes my ankle. Now my ankle is bandaged and i m on clutches. haha. i find it rather amusing. Its my 1st time using clutches, like quite fun like that. haha. Den u start noticing pple staring at u, feels wierd man. I sure dont want this kinda attention. Anyways i m on 7 days mc ... so will be slacking at home.
Ok, my knee op date has been confirmed. It will be on 26th April. I will be admitted on 25th and if nth goes wrong discharged on 27th. The doc was telling me and my dad the various complications of the operation. They may be small in percentage, but its sure scary. Well, nth i can do abt it. Jus hope and pray everything will be fine ^^.
posted at 9:02 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
What Happened To Us?
I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness i had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause i'm the only one who understands me
What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?
Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known the lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it
What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?
We could have made it work, we could have found a way,
We should have done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...
What happened to us
We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
What happened to us
And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?
posted at 12:37 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
This week in air force sch.
We were given a topic to discuss on. "Annabel Chong" was our topic. We were suppose to discuss more abt the moral and ethical issues and how it were to affect singapore. We took turns to give our opinion and dabate a lil. If you do not already know, Annabel Chong became famous for setting a record for having sexual intercourse with 251 men under 10 hrs. Hmm. So is she a national hero or a national disgrace. Some of us felt that, there is nth disgraceful abt this. People are focusing too much on the sex issue. They should look at the course and effect of the issue. Sex is jus a mean of achieving her ideals. So what is she trying to prove? That female can be dominant in sexual issues too? That her gang bang raped in her younger days was nothing? That she wanna make a name for herself? Some argued she could do it in a different manner. Singing perhaps, like William Hung. So why not sex? Are we being too conservative over this? Like i said, sex is just a medium for her goals. Its like running a marathon under a certain time. There was a scene in Dan Brown's Da Vin Ci Code. A Grandfather was a leader for a pagan religious sect. He had sex with a lady in front of numerous worshippers. Its their way of connecting to god. Here comes course and effect again. Who cares about the sex. At the end of the day, it still boils down to individual perspective. Its how we look at it. My instructor brought up a point. Singapore is constantly trying to promote safe sex, so ain't this whole issue a contradiction and bad example for the younger generation. Well, what do u guys have to say?
The rest of the week was basically studying, studying and more studying. Well today we did play musical chair though! haha. And i m the champion! together with another of my coursemate. heh. Talk abt re-living our childhood. The weekend is here and spirits are getting high =)
posted at 11:19 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
The Dark.
Its a horror show where a couple's daughter was taken to bring back a dead. The story shows what parents are willing to do to get back their daughter. The girl who was brought back to life, brought a dark side back too which caused disturbance. This show is average. I give 2.5/5. Its not that scary, only had shocking moments and a lil creepy. Rather confusing show too.
posted at 11:43 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Ghost Of You I will wait until the end
When the pendulum will swing back
to the darker side of our hearts bleeding
I will save this empty space
next to me like its a grave
where I lay a place for us to sleep eternally together
I have been
Searching for
Traces of
What we were
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing of what we were at all
So here I am pacing around this house again
With pictures of us living on these walls
I see my breathe in the cold of the air that I breathe and I'm
wondering I'm wondering if its you that I fell if its you that I feel here
haunting me forever
I have been
Searching for
Traces of
What we were
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing of what we were at all
and I'm not looking for
anything but us
anything but what we were
and I'm not asking for
any memories
I only want to know you're here
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all.
posted at 7:07 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
Swimming Competition.
Today we had a site visit. It was suppose to be a whole day program, but they cut short becos of the swimming competition. 7 of us were sent back to air force school for the competition. The rest were let off b4 3pm! Dang! Why did i ever volunteer myself for this competition?! sighs. anyways, we went there with our morales low. Its like we r all pes c and we r up against the pes a n b. How to ever win??!! half the battled lost man... we din go thru any hits, no training,none of us know how to dive !! god pls save us! haha. well a few of us stayed slightly positive and encourage everyone ! The commanders were very nice. They gave us lots of support. So how did we fare? I took part in the breaststroke relay and we got 3rd !! woohoo not bad right shld be a bronze right. we wish man. only 4 teams took part and we were second last. well looking at the bright side at least not last. heh. The other guys took party in freestyle relay and came in 5th. u guys tried ur best so no worries ! Overall we came in 4th out 5 teams. Well done guys... being the crippled and injured soldiers we did well by not coming in last! Cheers!
posted at 8:24 AM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
You come in cold,
You're covered in blood.
They're all so happy you've arrived.
The doctor cuts your chord.
He hands you to your mom.
She sets you free into this life.
And where do you go with no destination, no maps to guide you.
Wouldn't you know that it doesn't matter, we all end up the same.
These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the best day of your life.
And money talks in this world,
Thats what idiots will say
But you'll find out that this world,
Is just an idiots parade
Before you go, you've got some questions.
And you want answers
But now you're old, cold, covered in blood,
right back to where you started from
These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the worst day of your life.
But these are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the best day of,
Today could be the worst day of,
Today could be the last day of your life.
It's your life, your life.
posted at 8:05 AM
Monday, January 02, 2006
Happy New Year To All !
2006 is here. Kel, his cuz, mun, gav, jon and me went expo for the mambo jambo countdown party! Before we entered we drank like crazy. I felt like vomitting. heh. But 5 mins later the awful feeling was gone. Lucky it went off pretty fast. Well, good music but was not as happening as i wanted it to be. But i had fun anyway. We waited for the 1st train and went to a coffeeshop to have breakfast. Headed back to get some rest. In the evening, jon kel and me went geylang. We decided to have some enjoyment and fulfillment to kick off this wonderful year. The urge was jus too strong to resist. We went round and round searching one which would suit our taste. Finally we stopped at one. The frog leg porridge was pretty good! We will go back there some day again!
Anyways, here is my new year resolution.I hope to get my knee cured by end of this year. Well, nth much this year. I guess concentrating on one goal is easier to achieve. I wish for all whom i noe and love to be healthy and happy. Cheers!
posted at 7:25 AM